Survey says: NEW YEARS!!
WOW. I cannot believe it. It seems like the impossible, so difficult for me to grasp. 2012. This is the year I've been waiting for my entire life. This is the year I had to look forward to all through my teenage-angst years, when I hated everything. This year, or thinking about this year, is what helped me through so many nights.This is it. This is everything I've ever wanted. This new year; 2012. And it is FINALLY (almost) here!! I don't know how to express my excitement. 2012 used to seem like forever away, like I would never get there, but now its less than a week away. OMBUDDHA I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. IT JUST MAKES ME WANT TO PARTY! This is my year, you guys. It can be yours too, I'm not claiming ownership of it, but it is no doubt my year. WEEeeee!
But before I can go on talking about this next year, I have unfinished business with 2011. I can honestly say it was a great year. For the most part, it was much better than years prior to it. I learned a lot this year; about the world, the people who inhabit said world, and about myself. 2011 is the only year in a long time that was filled with pretty much no self hatred. I've been able to accept and love things instead. I feel like, as a person, I've grown a lot this year. I'm more independent. More prepared for life. I guess you could say I know who I am and have actual plan for the future and am mature or something. And on top of that, It feels like, even more than last year, friendships have really set. I have too many fond memories to decide a favorite one, but I did a lot of traveling and exploring and friend making and everything. It was a good year
I fully expect 2012 to trampled 2011 though. I get to finish up high school, become legal in several ways, go to college, and so much more. There is SO much adventure in my future, and new things, and new people, and I can't wait. I like new. I don't know what all I have coming my way, but I couldn't be more enthusiastic to experience it. Along with all of that, I also have some actual new year's resolutions. I believe last year my plan was to break hearts and take virginities... which didn't exactly pan out. But this year I have real resolutions, despite the fact that I don't think you need a new year to make a change... These are more like changes that I am wanting and going for, which just so happen to be around the coming of a new year. ANYWAY.
In 2012 I'm going to:
- Love more
- Drink less
- Be less needy
- Care less about what people think
- Not let my anxiety get the best of me
- Not let my family get the best of me
- Go for the things that I want
- Stand up for what I believe in
And that's that. It's my time now.
Have a great new year, guys.
See you in 2012. Eeeeeeeeee!!!
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